Current mood:	blah
Current music:	(in my head) Blue October - "I will keep calling you"

An update
When you don't have a modem connection, doing something like an online journal can be a bit tough. And then when I finally got some access to the internet, it is only at work. But I am working on it. I've moved and am set up to go to school. My classes are going to have online discussions so I will have to be a participant.

Scott recently started hitting on my stepsister. Or something. At least he is calling her and not talking to me anymore. Which is ok, because the last time I saw him, I think he realized I wasn't "helplessly devoted" to him anymore. And his fragile ego needed a pump me up from a teenager. Whateva...

Have been dating some other guys, but don't know where anything is going or if anything is going in any of the cases, mainly because I am having such a hard time making up my mind about things. I so want a boyfriend but at the same time I don't want to lose my sense of individuality that I just got back.